i got nothing to do.

so instead i fill up my blog . hmm today was a so so day , i got a day off today so i do my homework and try to finish it but unfortunately i cant X( . so i just stopped all my homework and play game . geez . what a pathetic human being i am .

blended day .

ahhh . today was a tiring day . i had a full day class since thursday is vesak day so we change the color class to today . well it was easy though , just arranging color and stuff but after that we got btc followed . mannn, i practically hurt my eyes and my hand were shaking like badly . it was way too contrast comparing with the first class . huhuhuhuhu . the stair assignment is not submit yet we have other assignment follow . ahh, the joy of being interior designer is nonetheless painful! after class, lele and i went to cine, try out our luck, see if we could get any seats to watch pirates 3 . we did though , but its not quite comfortable since its so in front and in the side of a cinema . boy oh boy luckily its a good movie , if its not , geez here goes my 7 dolar . . aniway i bought cute earrings and kawai butterfly necklace . haha . all 50% discount . i would love to shop but i did not have much money to waste so i just bite my fingers and hope that my parents will come earlier which wont happen since their ticket at 3rd june X( . aniway , i just got in a terrible fight with my bf who is super cold and a champion at making his girlfriend miserable . man , why do i have to stuck with the wrong man ? . hmmm since now i decided not to love him too much .

just woke up

after this long and tiring days , i finally able to manage a sleep time between my tight schedule of doing nasty nasty homework . huhu . an doh man it was a good sleep . until my boyfriend called me and i woke up with a big headache on my head . huhu . but its alright, its okay , no prob because he video called me and i could see his cutsie little face . i miss him so dearly . i wish him to be here with me . no matter how annoying he could be . kangen kamu sayang!

aniway , today finally i finish my model , although its a bit messy but at least we had something to submit tomorrow . hope i have a good mark , because the first three model were pretty much dissapointing . haha .

hmmm im gonna go back to do other homework . ciao!

in class

feeling tired and sleepy and oh-so-tight but dang the lecturer is not coming yet . so i dont know wht i should do since i had other homework to do in home . hmhmhm . i wanna go home and finish the other assignments so if my boyfriend come i could have fun with him . anyway , today i got 3d cad class , which is pretty much boring and wasting time , but its kinda fun since we're doing a model making of furniture and boy oh boy it gets on my nerves real bad .

aniway , last night i supposed to sleep early but then my boyfriend called and i talked while i got my eyes shut cos im sooo sleepy . I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP FOR GOD SAKE. huhuhuhuh . yeah so i left him talk on the phone by himself while im travelling to cotton island. hihi . im sorry my dear but i was just very sleepy and you were just simply miss me so .

today i got up early because i have to plot my furniture design and im so sleepy i thought i walk all the way to school.huhu

well aniway , i gotta catch up with the lesson .

ache ache aching

i dont feel well today , i mean , im okay , not sick or whatever , but my muscle are all tired and twisted , hhhh . i need a rest for one or two but this assignment , cih , it separates me from my resting time . i need rest rest rest . hxhxhxhxhxh .

tired , stomachache but weirdly happy :)

im tired . too tired to be exact , plus i got my period today and as usual my stomach get a major stomachache . huhu . too unfortunate i just bring one panadol menstrual to campus . aghhhhh .

aniway , i feel wholatta better now cos i ate fruit and gulp 2 pills to get rid of my ache . bless you the one who create such beautiful pills :) . really is a woman's bestfriend .

hmmm , i got tons of homework to do today , and next week all interior design course will have an outing at sentosa!yiha!we're gonna have barbeque , fun games , and get to know other seniors and juniors!i hope its gonna be fun since we pay 5 dolars PLUS it will have an absency . huhuhu . if we dont came then byebye 10% of attendance . . . . . . . . . .

im so happy that :
-my parents are coming
-my boyfriend . . hmm i hope he's coming too
-my birthday is in two weeks ahead . hahahahahhahaha . presents presents come to me!
-i've finished almost 60% of my work . im a fast fast girl . haha.
-my space planning ... okay its not WHOLY correct but i dont have to come on monday which mean its MOSTLY okay .
-i can go to my highschool's party cos its my holiday . yea yea yea . reunite .


thank you ALLAH .

the boy is mine

the song that i currently listening on by brandy and monica . haha . yes correct cos my boy is mine and mine only . however cruel he is , he's still mine and i adore him too dearly . . i miss him . i love him . and do ineed to say even more than this ?

tears keep falling down

everytime he called me , all i felt was nothing but misery and pain since he always talk so rude to me , and never listen to what i said , we kept fighting over the smallest thing but the smallest thing really are important to me . its like he called me just officially and mechanically without being into it . that hurts me the most , compare to when he called me and he really mean it. i dont need this kind of relation ship although i am a love-needy , especially from him . But boy , do you even realize it hurts me like so bad? and thennn he switched off his mobile , made me cried and scream all night , desperate try to call him . but in the end he called me and talked coldly to me , just like i am his half - rival . boy oh boy would that hurt any other girl if they were in my position?

nonetheless i havent deide whether i should care for him or not . because for all that matters , he's the one who's on the top of matters.

do i have to suffer for your love ?

last night , i've dreamed of a very weird one . my boyfriend hugged me so dearly like he mean it , like he was telling me he loves me so so much , and i also met my late grandpa who was sick and in my dream he's still sick . gosh i dont know whether to cry or to smile when i woke up this morning ( noon for a matter of fact :) ) . it reminds me that ever since i study here , and came home for holiday , not even once i visited my grandfather's grave . then i promise to myself , ill visit him when i come home this end of june .

this day , i have a day off , so i went to great world to dryclean my sweater and my blanket , ughh it smells bad i though trolls was drooling on it . hahahah . but the trools is ME . huahahahahah. so i went there and also pick up fresh fruit for dinner . yumm . unfortunately its raining and it wets my slipper X( . i had to walk extra EXTRA careful on my home , because it was BEYOND slippery . its slipperishhhhh .

aniway , although its a day off i should have doing my work , but insted , im doing nothing but watching tv and eat . . . and im planning to sleep after i write this down . hahahahahahahha . what a shame what a shame . ive got tons of homework though , i dont know if im able to finish it off :( .

hmmm my boyfriend called me and he said that he's at the mall with bunch of friends and girls too , i absolutely went furious about that and start blaming him while he thought it was no big deal . hhhh . boys always insensitive when it comes to things like this . dangg .

i gotta go to sleep now , thathata. . .